Things aren't going easy for me lately. I just need a little more time to breathe. My dateline was shifted to a week earlier than what it was planned for. But I just got another ultimatum for the next 23 days. Conflicting, yes indeed. Everything seems to be colliding. As the time reaches nearer, the road gets bumpier. On the verge of exploding. Yes, it had exploded already but I'm expecting a bigger explosion ahead. Sometimes I wonder how on earth did I get into this mess.
I need to breakaway.
Another 58 days before I work on something new. I’ve got another 58 days for preparation. So far only 10% done. What am I going to answer to the project supervisor tomorrow during lunch? Especially when he’s from a human resource background, he can tell if I lie. When somebody says he or she is a human resource manager, at least two things to watch out; he or she knows immediately if you lie, and extreme imbalance of IQ- meaning he or she could be damn blood stupid (for trying to act smart) or damn bloody smart.
As of this moment, I can jump off the boat anytime I want. But I’m not that irresponsible. I’ve spoken to so many people of the current situation. Some were supportive, some were not, most of them gave lengthy and weary advises. Surprisingly, it takes only 1 simple woman to give me 1 sentence to make sense of everything. But that “sense” have yet to be tested out.
Sometimes the “problems” we have are our very own inventions.
Ain’t that fantastic? General hospital staff using a brand new Honda CRV. Are they going to give the patients a ride on this to the hospital instead of those ambulance van? Now you know why the government had to cut the subsidies, why the income tax dept are working extra time, why Indonesia, Vietnam & Philippines (for heaven’s sake, Philippines? That’s for losing 81% FDI) have overtaken Malaysia economically, why IMF is warning Malaysia of the country’s financial conditions, and why Idris Jala is confident that Malaysia can go bankrupt in 9 years time.
And what you read in papers is that Harvard University is so impress with Malaysia’s economic growth that they wants to learn Najibnomics? Probably they were so impress to learn how Malaysian government can screw up the economy so fast within 2 years.
Why the blood shot eyes? Why the cold shoulder? Why the flaunting off hair restlessly? Why the rubbing off shoulder? I can’t make a point at all. Hello stranger.
Again it happened and no one knows… I think I just got to forget it…
Thought Of The Day:
Have you ever fought for something so much? Wanting it so much? But never got it? But you just keep on trying and trying. Until you give up of trying to get what you want. Then until it comes to a point, you just don’t want anymore what you have been fighting for all these while, and suddenly you just get it. You just get it effortless with a snap of a finger it fell right in front of you. The option is yours. How the hell am I suppose to react to this?! Damn.
Morale: Never ask too much?
Good night, peeps.
