Now I’m finding myself in the same race again. It wasn’t easy for me to leave my last company. The people were fantastic despite many things that happened throughout my tenure there. I’ve learned more than I’ve expected when I first step my foot in that department. And still there is lots more to learn.
However somewhere inside of me is telling me this is not where I’m supposed to be. Somehow I knew this is not where I’m supposed to be contended with. Yes, there were other things that played it’s part in this too. Health and outside pressure. I can still clearly remember when I first got the job, I was meditating throughout the whole day “Zach, you gotta resign.. Zach, you gotta resign.. Zach, you gotta resign..” Well, it took me 1 and half a year for me to throw in my resignation letter. But then a again, I needed action to make it happen. Although it was kind of a messy process (not smooth in that sense), I knew I couldn’t waste anymore time. Or else 5 years would just be a blink of an eye, and I would still end up doing nothing.
Speaking of doing nothing, yes I need to start applying jobs.
